Post by Arcane Maedre on Sept 16, 2014 1:32:16 GMT -6
 I am a king amongst men and a fool when alone. My very existence is an insult to the Gods and it pains me. They will never let me rest, never breathe easily as long as this hollow soul infests my body. I feel dead and I long for the void, but I live in a nightmare I can not escape. So I do what I can and keep my head up. I do not possess a slender body nor one that's untouched by time and despair, but at least the scars I carry shows I am committed to a life. What life I am currently living, I am not sure, but I do know the answer does not lay within the waves. So why do I stand here, so lost in the the alluring promise of eternal rest that rides with the wind? The Sand shifts under my hooves as I take a step forward and close my eyes. The wind have changed it's mind now, and tries to get a hold of the waves in my hair to keep me back. A scream from a gull force my eyes to open and for a moment, the torn muscles and the broken bones in my shoulders feel the weight of wings. But they are not there, they do not exist. Just like so many other things regarding my life. Like love. I have only felt love once and it hurt me more than it saved what little humanity I have left. So I walk alone now - in the shadows - plotting my own demise with every shallow breath I take. I am alive. And I feel nothing but pain.  |
OOC - I realize this may be a bit heavy for some, but Arcane is not a happy character. He usually lightens up or become more alive when he's with someone, as he's quite.. how should I put it.. suicidal when alone. Hope you like it him though!